love, or something ignites in my veins

just reached home damn it lo stay back at sch just now 2 hours for tat tupid thing , damn bored , one person alone at there sitting n doing nth 2 hours lei can die at there but i nv die , hahaahhaha , say about my studies , my studies really suck alot so sad why i so tupid ? haiz why i cant be like others ppl study well , izzit tat i really tupid or i nv work hard??? sigh ): see others ppl so clever n i so stupid , if i can be like them i will really happy but is hard for me really hard i am too late ler ): , i will try my best in my studies , after ITE get into SP, is damn hard for me but i will try my very best (: , god change me into a clever person will you ? LOL , i will change it myslef (: